Link and Labels

Yesterday I cried. Probably one of the hardest crying I ve experienced.   It started small. It started with just drops of tears running down the cheek. That it get into trying not make a sound crying in the bathroom. I washed  my face. Act normal and continue doing home stuff. Then it get into trembling hand trying to hold of my tears. I get in my room and continue letting go of the tears hoping it will stop. It doesnt. The sadness is overwhelmed. The sorrow and loneliness in the battle wasnt easy and it is getting even darker. As I finally speak up my nonsense reason, tears came running. Like a heavy rain it come down pouring. I got suffocated in my own tears. My ears is buzzing. My steady hand didnt make a comeback. The shakiness get worse, as if my whole body feels it. I cant bring myself to sit down. I feel lonely despite having people next to me. I feel my nonsense can never meet its army hence my the battle is huge yet in silence. I am trying to understand my...

I am officially 23 years young with 10 years experience at being so. Happy birthday to me! Alhamdulillah for all the blessings in my life. May happiness, kindness and positivity stick close to me and my loved ones.

I have been meaning to share this simple how to. How to cook Ayam Phadkrapau, a thai dish. So simple anyone can cook this. Bahan- bahan • Isi ayam cincang • Daun selasih( basil leaves)( preferably thai basil) • Bawang besar Bahan tumbuk/tumis • Bawang putih • Cili padi • Cili besar Sos • Sos ikan • Sos cili • Kicap pekat • Kicap manis • Sos tiram • Gula nissan Cara-cara  1. Tumis bahan tumbuk sampai naik bau 2. Masukkn isi ayam. Kacau2 n lerai2 supaya xketul2 3. Masukkan sos 4. Masukkan bawang besar/sayur kalau ada. Masak sampai all bahan masak. 5. Tutup api, masak daun basil and kacau sampai daun layu Selamat mencuba. Disclaimer: If you all notice I dont have amount measurement in stating the bahan bahan. That is mainly because i always do the agak agak measurement, hence i dont keep track on the measurement. Sorry .😁 👩‍🍳😘

If you have meet me 4 years ago, you know that I am not so much a book reader. During that time, the only book I read was during my study time. But years back,as a step to love myself and my life productively(is this even a word), I decided to start reading and I am glad I did. I know some people love ready story book or fiction thingy or even love story  novels. Well , surprisingly, I do not enjoy reading those kind of book anymore. Apparently I love self enrichment kind of book. Alright, enough on the introduction. Point is, I am gonna make a review on my recent read book. I am gonna name the so called series , Book Club. Let us get to it!I better warn you, this is a long post. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL  is written by F. Diane Barth. The joy and heartbreak of friendship in Women's lives was the way she describe the book. Dont get me wrong, I am not going to review or summarize the whole book. You still need to read the book to the get that. I will only list down the ...