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I have always love birthdays Birthdays of people close to me, darlings to my hearts. Once the dates mark in my mindmap, they hardly left. Okai, mayb I missed them when i lost track or time.  As I age, I dont even remember what day i was living in. Routine sucks. Anyways, back to birthdays. On those kind of days,  i ll suddenly remember you. The urge to reach for you to say hi, and let you know I m here even we hardly speak to each other. Especially to those who left  my frame in not such pretty term. Especially to those I had to left due to something something, with they knew bout it or without a single clue of why. I miss you dearly on those day. I miss how I can casually slip in your  inbox and say unfiltered words. I miss how I can suddenly kid you without of having the doubt it might hurt or offend you, or make you misunderstood my gesture. So as much as I love their birthdays, I love my birthday even more. Its kind of depressing to know how I wish those people t...

Zero people would actually read this. This is the one where I play with words because I like it that way. Remember that seven years ago, I was busy living life? It was fun. I hardly hang out with people more than six because I hate how it can disrupt the flow of the conversation. Usually it is three.  During those years at nine o clock, night hang out were just started. Eventhough just talking, were having fun till midnite . There was this one time,I went to open concert, then hang out at mamak till past five a.m .  Wow that one hell crazy night, we were singing with Backstreet Boyz ,you all. I miss these two. The lepak lepak and me.