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Never sure

Hey darling My head is about to go haywire My heart is about to explode You will never understand How possible I am to explain things that me myself trying hard to deny? How possible I am to convince things that me myself dying to suppress? Stop asking Because I can never give you the answer

Expectation kills.

Hi darlings. Expectation. One heavy word that lead to many things. Not to  say one should live without one. But just to make sure that you shall not let expectation conquers all. Too high. It kills the fun while fulfilling it. It kills the soul when it fails. Imagine looking up to the stars suddenly the cloud u stepped on disappear. Falling down is one thing.Crashing to the ground is another. Who knows who get up, and who stays with broken leg. I am saying, be sure of the ground when climbing up to the stars. At least you know where is your standing points and where to hold when sliding down.

Why: Unexplainable.

Darlings, I am mad. Why do people keep making me do things I dislike to please people close to my heart? I am confused. Why do I have no answer to my question? I am sad. Why cant I just be who I am? Why cant you accept  me just the way I am? I know you love me So let me love being me,can you?

Just Me : Thank you

Happy birthday to Me. I am legally and officially has been 18 for 10 years.Alhamdullilah. Enough said about the number. Let me conclude this : It was indeed a wonderful  journey. Thank you to Ma and Abah and my family for all the things . I would have long list to note that reason for this,so just an enormous thanks them. Abah, I am  working fine  now and I am soon gonna a be step higher in life, becoming a wife. Wish you can be here , proudly announcing to your circle that your cute little girl is a lady soon.I miss you much. Al Fatihah. Ma, It must be tiring to keep on nagging to me , right? I love you so much! Though i am a slight wrong path I want to keep having you nagging at me. No matter how old I am I still  like to t idur atas riba ma . You are indeed the coolest mom everrrrrr!  My adik adik, I lebiu so much. Thanks for keep on layan-ing this kakak yang adik . though i keep on bullying you guys sometime, still till n...