Forgive.
Darlings. Raya comes again. Let s forgive. with the hopes that others will forgive me too.
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Recharged.
Hello darlings. It has been a while, right? I ve been busy burying all my thought , acting as if nothing matter much. and Lappy seems supporting in his way when suddenly the screen is not allowing me to be entertained. Anyways. I am home. Luckily I am. Even tears dont kill me much here. all those emo session wont last long here. No matter how down I am I will be back in upbeat moods in any seconds. That is how home is always sweet. A place where all the love existed. And to dear you. for making me feeling damn miserable lately, I hate you. opss. Hate is too much. lets just say I dislike you. at least for now. You ve been ignoring me , right? I will show you my version now. Before, it bothers me because you matters. Well, that should ends now. Hugs and kisses. hell yes, I love me!
When I am ready
hello Darling. you are making me confuse. I dun get your actions. I dun understand your words. Cant seems to push you away. I am in denial. Keep telling my ownself that I am ok and I will be ok. Trying to enjoy the moment without actually take things seriously. but I failed. Acted as if it was nothing, I fake a smile and keep playing the character of the coolest person on earth. The truth is I drafted thousands of questions to ask But I just dun dare to listen to the answers. I have numbers of doubt in every single words I heard But I keep pretending that I wasnt even listening. I guess I just need to gather some courage. To stop caring and start ignoring. I will. When I am ready.