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Dear darling, Let s  leave early and date. ahaks!

hello Darling. you are making me confuse. I dun get your actions. I dun understand your words. Cant seems to push you away. I am in denial. Keep telling my ownself that I am ok and I will be ok. Trying to enjoy the moment without actually take things seriously. but I failed. Acted  as if it was nothing, I fake a smile and keep playing the character of the coolest person on earth. The truth is  I drafted thousands of questions to ask But I just dun dare to listen to the answers. I have numbers of doubt in every single words I heard But I keep pretending that I wasnt even listening. I guess I just need to gather some courage. To stop caring and start ignoring. I will. When I am ready.

Hey darlings. It has been  a while since the last nonsense I spurted here. Life been practically hectic lately. Too much insanity and nonsense yet still the same old same old. Some people are still enjoying assuming there is heart  that is easily played  Some people still keep thinking that things will be fine as brand new after those non quantitative healing sessions. Some people are still sticking to "Never mind,she will understand." Then , who will try to understand me? Frustrated. Desolated. Yeah. That she is me. You make me wanna act like a girl,paint my nails and wear high heels, yeah you make me so nervous. and the same you also make me dislike being a girl, breaks my nails and breaks the high heels. Ok,I m kidding.  I dun wear high heels, It is unstable and it is hurt. oh, Its actually defines you. Haha * fake laughs* Anyways, this time is different. I wanna you to apologize.

I wanna smash your fears And get drunken off your tears Don't you share your smile with anyone else but me I wanna touch your heart I wanna crush it in my hands Make you plead and cry as you give up all the lies We're not lovers But more than friends Put a flame to every single word you ever said No more crying To get me through I'll keep dancing till the morning with somebody new Tonight I'm getting over you Tonight I'm getting over you Tonight I'm getting over you Tonight I'm getting over you Over you Over you Stuck in a real bad dream And man, it feels so new to me Should be in your arms but I'm begging at your feet It's been a real hard night And I just hold my pillow tight You won't love me back, no, It's not you and I We're not lovers But more than friends Put a flame to every single word you ever said No more cryin’ (no more cryin’) to get me through (to get me through) I'll keep dancing till the morning with somebody new Ton...