When I am ready
hello Darling. you are making me confuse. I dun get your actions. I dun understand your words. Cant seems to push you away. I am in denial. Keep telling my ownself that I am ok and I will be ok. Trying to enjoy the moment without actually take things seriously. but I failed. Acted as if it was nothing, I fake a smile and keep playing the character of the coolest person on earth. The truth is I drafted thousands of questions to ask But I just dun dare to listen to the answers. I have numbers of doubt in every single words I heard But I keep pretending that I wasnt even listening. I guess I just need to gather some courage. To stop caring and start ignoring. I will. When I am ready.