Bothered.

Bothered
According  to Jupiterian's dictionary of life, it is defined as ;
feeling upset when you failed to justify your idiotic act.

Bothered when you dont have a solid reason to get angry toward something 
yet still silently screaming out loud, bashing all stuff in your mind.

Bothered when right in your mind you know you want that exact one thing
yet scrawling here & there and jumping up & down trying to figure out which steps shoud you take.

Bothered when your mind and heart is in disagreement because mind is so smart yet heart is so hard.

In the end,
The Jupiterian Princess took a deep breath,
Firmly evaluated and re-evaluated things.
She decided to let it pass.
Because bothered is just a feeling that lose its game in rationalism.

hugs&kisses.