Unsettled.

Hello.

Have you reach a point where you lost interest towards anything?
A point where unsettled emotions are suffocating you.
And out of no reason, you are fighting yourself harder than fighting anyone else around.

You are looking for fun yet you are struggling in defining one.
You keep saying that everything is so dull while silently you are the mood killer
You keep feeling alone while you are the force that  keep pushing people away
You keep looking for something when you have nothing in list

And these are not gonna happen once.
Not twice.
It will keep happening.
Replaying from time to time.
It will keep repeating again and again to a point where
You no longer want to resolve but just to ignore.
It is  just such a feeling.
Senselessness and unsettled.

Darlings,
Avoid grabbing onto someone because one day they will walkaway.
Get a grab onto yourself as you will learn how to stand up upon falling.