Knocking on the heart with the Mind.

As I was walking home today, i saw ppl walking with thousands type of expression on their face. Though i cant really see what were on their mind but i do believe all of them are busy contemplating with their own issue.

Which , indirectly cause me to wrap up some of my own issues.

Wrapping up yesterday's heart to heart sessions,I come to realized that being a girl is difficult when you are surrounded with guy friends.Being simple and not too think much of what ppl might think of me is not really helping nowadays.

My loudness and easy going character seems to invite some unwanted situations.
Being Direct seems to cause people around me to underestimate and look down on me.
Being Simple minded seems to lead to some disrespect aura from some of those guys.
Not being judgmental had indirectly make them think that i am such an easy catch.

Thus , i come to this conclusion.
I need to change my style a bit. No, not talking bout appearance , but the way i deal with these people.The way i talk to them.Yes, especially guys.

I LOVE TO TALK and i talk a lots,regardless you are a guy or girl. As long as the conversation was flowing nicely and the topics were interesting i ll keep talking.

It is unfair if u conclude that i simply love to talk to ONLY guys.Asked my girls, i talked to them for hours.Though i have numbers of guy friends, my girls are still the best.I ll spend more time than u imagine talking to them.Ask Fatin Elyanie, Akmal Mursyidah,Fara Anastasia,Azila Md Ludin , Amalia Kamila,Zara Az Zahraa,Hanabe Yankumi, Ety Zamzaiti .. Wait!!!there are just too many names can be listed as the witnesses.

Well, you are right, we cant control what ppl think of us , but we can control ourselves.

So, here is the deal.
i need to be in control of this situation.Make some necessary changes.

Choose the right words and intonation when dealing with ppl, esp guys.
i might committed some mistakes in the past, now i wish to correct them all.
i am so sorry if i portrayed wrong impression, i dun mean to make u confused.

i thought we speak the same language, but it seems that u r from Mars and i am from Venus.



I am a girl, and i dun want to be mistreated.
I own a value, and i deserved to be respected.