have u ever?

have you ever

feels so suffocated with something that u wish to run away so that u can grasp to another fresh air just to make urself breath again??

have you ever

feels tired of making a point to ur bestfriend that" im in deep gloom that i wish u can spend some little time hugging me" just to make me feels that there are somebody who understand me.

have you ever

feels darn frustrated toward your ownself because u keep doin thing that had been in "my NOT-TO-DO" list since the very beginning.

have you ever

burdened with so much words and points in ur mind that u wish to let out but u cant just because u cant find the right words to say or right channel to publish it?

and the words end up lingering in ur mind, resulted to quiet you or blur you?

have you ever

laugh at ur ownself because u think that u keep doin something that u know that are so wrong?

human are weird. they know it stil they do it.

have you ever

feels like running away and or fly so high just to get rid of what u have now and find somethng not related to ur past or present.

p/s: i am feeeling all these nonsense now. and let me tell u this.. it is not fun.beware!