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i am one of those people Who pick up the phone calls at 2 or 3 am and capable of mumble , and have conversation as in i have not yet in a deep sleep, as if it is 5pm . but u need to be special enough for me to acknowledge the calls . oh ya, did i mention that the phone is on silent mode?? Who will keep calling you once a while tho u never did call me when u get the chance, just to make sure that our friendship is not at end point. But u have to be in my real Friend list so dat ur number remains on my contact list. oh did i mention that i update my contact list more than 2 times a year?? who have the courage to confess that i have some special feeling towards you and can still be ur friend or maybe ur bestfriend after you nicely say " i dun look at u the same way u do."but, u have to be brilliant enough to know that what past is past and take notethat im the coolest person in the world who din not get trapped in rejection. oh did i mention that im okai when u r okai i

have you ever feels so suffocated with something that u wish to run away so that u can grasp to another fresh air just to make urself breath again?? have you ever feels tired of making a point to ur bestfriend that" im in deep gloom that i wish u can spend some little time hugging me" just to make me feels that there are somebody who understand me. have you ever feels darn frustrated toward your ownself because u keep doin thing that had been in "my NOT-TO-DO" list since the very beginning. have you ever burdened with so much words and points in ur mind that u wish to let out but u cant just because u cant find the right words to say or right channel to publish it? and the words end up lingering in ur mind, resulted to quiet you or blur you? have you ever laugh at ur ownself because u think that u keep doin something that u know that are so wrong? human are weird. they know it stil they do it. have you ever feels like running away and or fly so high ju

hey. yep i bet u all aware that now i am jobless again. just resigned from my old company last friday. one piece of advice, u cant never stay too long with the job u hate. im not talking bout u dislike. i m seriously mean hate. i quit the job personally cause there are too much stress coming the workload. i can barely get 4 to 5 hours sleeps each day. and i am freaking tired because of that. 2ndly which is the major issue why i hate the job is because it against my personal principle. why the hell i should act that way through the phone to make a deal of that cold call. aiskh. i m am the client , i seriusly cant even layan u dat much. and how can u close a deal when u r half heartedly doing it. right? so i decided to quit. oh ya.. one major reason of resigning from the job is.. " it just that i lost my desire towards this job." he was speechless. yeah, i mean the boss. well. im telling u the truth, boss.. i da tkde hati nk dtg keje pagi pagi n do this job. so now