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Almost Impossible

Hello. I come to like this one guy. Maybe it is just a crush  or maybe it is just some sense of comfort. If life has been so simple I might have end up   saying "Hey I think I like you. Let 's date" or maybe it a nicer and    careful way "hey . I wanna know  more bout you" But Life is not that simple Being a girl is never been easy Too much to cater too many rules to comprehend So this is just a wish A wish that is almost Impossible. Yours Truly, Me.

Closest hurt the Deepest.

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When the one you trusted the most tell lies You will feel world is crumbling down. Honesty expired. Trust is just an imaginary word. When the one you loved the most betray You will see only sorrow Tears keep coming Smile is just a drawing When bestfriend breaks your spirit Dream is demotivated Laugh is a fairytale Emotion is killed If you are going to be one of these people. Kindly walk away. Pushing you out is not my agenda Pleasing you is just not worth it

Seratus Lima Puluh Juta

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Untuk kali keseratus lima puluh juta Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama “Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?” “Apa kau buta, apa kau pura-pura suka” Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu “Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa” “Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea” “Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara” “Tapi dia jelas, jujur apa adanya” “Aku lagi kenal dia” Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi Engkau sangat manis, aku ini pula dawai besi Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja Terus kau cubit dagu aku, sambil berkata “sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya sayang mungkin saja keras kepala tapi sayang manja bila kita berd

A step higher

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Hello. I rarely write specifically on me. Today is different. This weekend is different. I am proud of myself. Pushing and bringing myself a step higher. I am trying to convince myself that  rather just do things I want and wish to do,  there are times I need to do what's needed. Though it is tiring  yet it is somehow rewarding.  one step higher. I am climbing up to independence ladder. Congrats to me. Smile to me. I am Lisz Alisa. Always gonna be Lisz . If there is changes in the future,  that is only the better version on Lisz.

Dear Bestfriend, we click.

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  Sometime you dont have solid reason. It just the chemistry. Unspoken words, unexplainable relation, and we just click.   And it will be one of the best  if you were fated to met and linked with those who deal with the real you, the behind-the-scene you.   And by being there,  you ll always wear a smile on your face. "Wherever you go, just always remember That you got a home for now and forever And if you get low, just call me whenever This is my oath to you" Dear darlings  bestfriends , Thanks for being my bestfriend. Thanks for still willing to be my bestfriend. Thanks for simply everything you are for me!

It happens.

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There are times when you feels like talking to someone  not to just any friend but specific someone. Because ironically you feel lonely in crowded places and feel alienated by their words. The truth is, you only wish to talk to that special person because you wish they would care and understand what  had been bothering you. Weird.But still it happens. There are also time you are  all aware that some hopes and dreams are a little less than impossible, yet you still slowly crawling towards them Because there is a small space in your heart keep saying that  you might be the exception. The truth is,denying is always easier that admitting. Helpless.But still it happens. There are thousands of times you have plenty of things in your mind but keep struggling in converting  them into understandable words to outside world. Because you are afraid it might lead to different meaning and cause hatred from others. Not everyone can handle disagreement. The truth is,